It is said that March enters like a lion and exits like a lamb. Last March 2023, it did just that. At the same time, multiple challenges came my way resulting in emotional growth. I chose this blog since I had intended to publish it last March. So here it is!
At the beginning of the month, it was cold and rainy for days. We had more rain than we had in a long time, which is a gift to any homeowner with a lawn and plants. I am used to sunshine all year long, so this was a welcome change.
I possess extra sensitivities, which used to be very bothersome and would sometimes put me in bed for a day. Now I can separate what is mine and what belongs to others. This month, I dealt with a sudden vast, overwhelming weight, which baffled me. I stepped back, looked around, and removed what didn’t work.
I also started reading a book by don Miguel Ruiz, ‘The Four Agreements Companion Guide,’ which opened my eyes to a new awareness. He calls the gunk in our minds ‘mitote,’ which can stand in the way of us manifesting. The text got me thinking about what could be holding me back.
I went deeper at this point. Serendipity happened one night after I had read a chapter in my book, ‘The Four Agreements Companion Guide.’ I listened to my minister speak, and she started discussing what I had just read. I was speechless, and suddenly, my awareness shifted. Fear left me, and I could hear the message fully and felt empowered afterward.
I enjoy sitting outside and gazing at our garden. We have various succulents and cacti, and they put me in another state when I look at them. Countless squirrels and birds visit each day, adding to the beauty of everything. One day, as I was sitting quietly, my mind eased, and I heard a message that put me into action.
Because of the rain, our yard became overgrown with weeds, including our gardens. I stood back on a cloudless day around the idle of the month and wandered. Then I went to one of the overgrown gardens and began pulling out the weeds. It was amazing how easily they came out. I thought to myself. Why was I doing everything the hard way when all I needed to do was be patient and let things come naturally?
A former belief system was that I wasn’t good enough because I didn’t fulfill specific criteria. I have learned over the years that no one fits a perfect mold. We are all unique and have our ways of living our lives. The one person I needed to be good enough for was me and, of course, Creator who has stood with me this entire life.
One day I visited my bible app on my device. The verse of the day was one that has helped me so much in the past, Psalm 23:4, ‘Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; you rod and your staff, they comfort me.’ This means that no matter what I am faced with, I will be taken care of. Everything works out perfectly.
I have heard the saying ‘Let Go and Let God’ repeatedly, but never really thought much of it until recently. Now I can ask for God to take over my entire plan. This frees me so I can work on any lingering belief systems that need to change into positive affirmative ones.
I have nothing to fear because the Creator is all about unconditional love. We are all created from the same source, and we all possess that unique trait of love. Creator made us to succeed and be the best we can be. We came here to receive as well as give so being of service is part of my spiritual path. Since we are all one, all paths lead us to the Creator.
The miracle manifests as I no longer rely on myself alone, nor am I fearful of life. My robust Creator guides me along the safest and most beautiful path. When I hit a snag, I can stop and observe my surroundings and see what I need to do to put myself back into the sacred space where all is safe and comforted. I can now enjoy that space and live my life to its fullest.